iraincloud:

Mod Confession Time

So, it’s nearly been a full year since I last updated ladybugs-awake if you can even really call that an update. And honestly, I feel terrible for not updating.

I want to update. I want to tell a story that people might like, but I’m so incredibly self-conscious about whether or not people will like the story or the art. I scare myself by thinking I won’t be good enough, that people won’t like what I have to offer, and that my efforts are going to be all for naught.

So I guess somewhere in my warped mine, it’s easier to not try because then people won’t be disappointed by something they haven’t really seen. And, I know that’s not right because there are so many people out there that are waiting for the updates and that keep adding me every few days believing that there’s a story coming.

I’m not giving up on the blog because I am still trying, even if most people don’t see that because I don’t post about it. I just really needed to get this off my chest. I have a lot of work to do when it comes to my depression and anxiety, but I do feel like I’m getting a little better each day.

Thanks for reading and thank you for sticking with me.

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Mod Is Sick

iraincloud:

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It’s apparently allergy season again and mother nature has decided to punch me in the face, hard.

Voice meme will have to wait a little bit longer because my throat feels like sandpaper and fire, and talking really hurts right now.

I’m going to try resting before work. Tonight is going to suck.

Sorry guys.

Hey guys I’m really sorry that I still haven’t done any updates for this blog. I recently just got another retail job which is taking a lot out of me plus the allergy thing that I’ve been trying to get over for the last few days. I feel like such a broken record telling you that updates will come out soon and I am truly amazed by the patience you all have.

Does anyone remember this old post? Ah, the old days, back when Cadance was just a crazy future bride.

Anywho, I did a little redraw thing to see how much progress I’ve made over the last two years.  This probably won’t stay on this blog long, but it will be moved to the other Cadance blog.

Time to prepare!