Mod Confession Time
So, it’s nearly been a full year since I last updated ladybugs-awake if you can even really call that an update. And honestly, I feel terrible for not updating.
I want to update. I want to tell a story that people might like, but I’m so incredibly self-conscious about whether or not people will like the story or the art. I scare myself by thinking I won’t be good enough, that people won’t like what I have to offer, and that my efforts are going to be all for naught.
So I guess somewhere in my warped mine, it’s easier to not try because then people won’t be disappointed by something they haven’t really seen. And, I know that’s not right because there are so many people out there that are waiting for the updates and that keep adding me every few days believing that there’s a story coming.
I’m not giving up on the blog because I am still trying, even if most people don’t see that because I don’t post about it. I just really needed to get this off my chest. I have a lot of work to do when it comes to my depression and anxiety, but I do feel like I’m getting a little better each day.
Thanks for reading and thank you for sticking with me.